> that depends on who you are.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Worried
Hi folks
Well, today is 4/11. 2 more gays to ATC INSPECTION arghhhh. And today is also the day of my Malay MOE exam. SHIT man...Sigh, i don't even feel like thinking about it so...
Yesterday, i went to school for camp prep and song leader training. I carried a stupid bulky banner there fortunately, my dad is willing to sent me to school. I love my dad!!! *hugs* Thanks daddy.
Well i was 30 minutes late and reach there at 8.30 because of some stupid accident at PIE. BUT the rest of the song leaders were also late haha.
Then the song leaders practised our campfire song and choreograph a dance with the song Paradise. We had a lot of fun but we only manage to think of the 1st 1 verse haha.
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歌词：歌曲:Paradise
歌手:李雅微
今天明天或是昨天
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或许我们都在许愿
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在你手心画个圆圈
是否有能关联
爱的出现让我们之间
不在有界线
跟着地图飞到天边
追逐着冒险
变一双不起眼的鞋
都开始跳跃
我猜我的未来
是早有安排
让我帮你把你的不愉快
都丢掉光年以外
把你的手交出来
就跟着我一起 high
让我带着你飞向大海
带你看天空的蔚蓝
不需要大声的说出来
在你手心画个圆圈
是否有能关联
爱的出现让我们之间
不在有界线
跟着地图飞到天边
追逐着冒险
变一双不起眼的鞋
都开始跳跃
我猜我的未来
是早有安排
让我帮你把你的不愉快
都丢掉光年以外
把你的手交出来
就跟着我一起 high
让我带着你飞向大海
带你看天空的蔚蓝
不需要大声的说出来
let me bring you to Paradise
to Paradise
让我帮你把你的不愉快
都丢掉光年以外
把你的手交出来
就跟着我一起 high
让我带着你飞向大海
带你看天空的蔚蓝
不需要大声的说出来
let me bring you to Paradise
let me bring you to Paradise
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Then we showed or seniors at first we did the campfire song very terribly but the 2nd time we performed to them was okay. PHEW. Then we awkwardly show them the short dance and they say it was okay YAY so we are doing the rest of the song soon. haha.
In the afternoon, i did the camp prep and i am proud to say that P5 Phantom had completed most of the stuff. we had completed the mealbag and flag. I am sure we can finish the shorts today and the banner tmr!!!
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This morning, i searched for some hip hop courses. I really want to learn hip hop and i really hope i have the time... boo...
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Okay time for some quizzes....
Did the one person who hurt you most apologize?
- Hurt? *frowns* I don't think anyone hurt me yer and i hope to stay this way.
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
- Duh of course i hate the smell if cigarettes.
What was the last thing the person you last held hands with say to you?
- "Ling why you don't study your Malay?" That's my mum. *stick out my tongue*
Do you tend to fall for players?
- IDK, maybe.
Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend in 2 months?
- Nope i don't think so
Is there someone that you will never stop loving, besides family?
- hmm maybe in the future? *shrugs*
Are you missing someone?
- Yea. but i am not saying who...
Do you plan on moving out within the next year or two?
- No I don't think so but i don't mind.
Where is your number one person on your friends list?
- hmm... my best friend?
When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
- Some time ago.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
- chatting with my mum and my bro while lying on the bed
Do you smoke weed everyday?
- No and never will.
Is it cute when boys kiss your forehead?
- Er... perhaps
Would you like to put last night on repeat, and live it forever?
- Nah it is not very interesting. *shakes head*
Do you remember the first time you kissed, the last person you kissed?
- No.
Is there a boy that knows everything or almost everything about you?
- Yes.
Has anyone ever crawled through your window?
- No that's crazy.
Have you ever taken a nap with a member of the opposite sex?
- Nope.
Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor?
- dunno.
Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
- Glasses but i want to wear contacts *whining*
Are you afraid of falling in love?
- No. Should I?
Have you thought about an ex today?
- I never had a boyfriend before! *ahem*
Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
- Ya but i don't give a damn. *smiles*
Ever kissed someone you regretted after?
- No.
Would you date someone who smokes cigarettes?
- EEW NO!!!
Who did you hang out with yesterday?
- My friends?
When was the last time you saw your best friend?
- Long time ago but will meet them during this holiday
Has anyone ever told you they love you?
- Yes.
Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with a J?
- Nah
Have you ever felt replaced?
- ya
How long can you go without your mobile phone?
- quite long...
Are you listening to music right now?
- nope but feel like listening to paradise
Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
- Who the hell you talking about?
Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
- Not really.
Would you ever donate blood?
- Ya
Have you ever made out against a car?
- That's Crazy and stupid.
Ever kissed a brown haired, dark eyed person?
- *shakes head*
Have you ever kissed anyone whos name started with a R?
- Sigh No. *yawns*
What was going through your mind during your last kiss?
- *skips this stupid question*
Think of the person you want to be with the most right now, when did you last talk?
- Days before.
Did you date anyone last summer?
- Never ever dated BEFORE. :/
How is life going for you right now?
-Normal i guess
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JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
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My birthday is on 25 January so...
Stubborn: Yup that's me!
Ambitious: Ya...
Serious: NO WAY!!! actually it really depend on the situation lah
Loves to teach: Yup
Loves to be taught: Actually no. LOL i don;t really like people telling me how to do stuff...
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses: Ya.It helps when you are doing some stuff
Likes to criticize: Haha. TOTALLY
Hardworking and productive: Hmm sometimes depend on my mood and what I am suppose to do
Smart, neat and organized: Er I don't think so. But i hope to be.
Sensitive and has deep thoughts: Erm no.
Knows how to make others happy: Er Perhaps
Quiet unless excited or tensed: If i say yes, many people will be laughing
Rather reserved: NO!!!
Highly attentive: Not very sure leh
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds: Doesn't this apply to everyone???
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love: Er... not thinkign about it. BUT i love romance story
Loves children: Only nice ones
Loyal: YUP!!!
Has great social abilities: Okay lah, i have friends
Easily jealous: Haha yea...
Very stubborn: same as the 1st one
money cautious: LOL i think this is call stingy. Ya my family calls me that
Hey this is quite accurate...
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Okay my brother want to use the computer le and i better start studying for Malay. BYE...
♥eileen
9:49 AM
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