为什么人生会有这么多为什么呢？我的心里有很多问题，但是真得很难找到答案，这使我非常的纳闷，有没有人可以给我我要的答案呢？

YAY 4H got 3rd for interclass netball(: okay i haven't been blogging for the past 1 week cos i really don't know what to blog about. My life is basically boring. So i order not to make my log so dead i have decided to blog in chinese today and submit it with alot of edits as my 每日一句smart right? haha so this blog post will be super lame and don't think too much. Got inspiration from books hehs(:

偶尔的分别能让我我更珍惜与你共度的每一分每一秒，我们的每一个谈话内容我都记得清清楚楚，因为没有你在我的身边，我会想念你。但是，如果有太多的离别，而且还是很久的那种，我就会习惯没有你的日子。你也不能怪我，因为你也不能认为我应该永远在你的身后等着你，守护着你。当你需要我的帮助时，你就想起我，回到我的身边我，不需要我的时候就把我抛在脑后，跟你的所谓的“朋友”在一起。当我不再想你，不再在乎你时，我心里真的很轻松，原来放下的感觉真好。我一直想着你就一直感到非常的纳闷、伤心、背叛，现在我想开了，生活变得更美好了。放手后，让我遇到了更让我开心的人。我终于相信了这句话“塞翁失马，焉知祸福。”人生就是这样，上帝封锁了你的一道门，一定会为你开另一道门的，只是要看你真么做，如果你一直怨天尤人，只站在那被封锁的门前哭泣是没有用的，一定要振作然后去找那道为你而开的那道门，继续坚强的生活着。

hehe i am quite proud of myself that i manage to write these(: i want to change my blogskin soon(:

★ EILEEN

very long didn't blog le. I have a feeling if i don't blog today xinxin is going to kill me lols. Anyway i shall start from friday.

Friday
Had interclass netball today. The first game was again 4G and we won it was a nice match. I kind of enjoyed the game. Then whiel waiting for the next match went to watch crystal and the guys play soccer. Then second match was with 4F. We also won. 4H all the way(: Didn't really go for jihe due to interclass.

Saturday
I went for EDS night with dawn and her friends.Xinxin sat behind me. The show was nice(: Then went to macs after that.

Okay i know my life is boring lols. i didn;t really feel like write. perhaps wait until after maths test then i shall post a decent one.

★ EILEEN

Yesterday's movie trip was cancel and its not because of me(: HA! i am not the bad guy though i didn't want to go. Sim who initiated it feel sick so no more movie trip LOLS. Then xinxin and i meet up earlier to mug.


I went to the library to find seats first. But tampines library super crowded so cannot find any table. I was surrounded by books so naturally i was tempted and 2 cool books caught my eye and i just kind of grab them. I was about to take more book as more and more books are catching my attention when unfortunately xinxin called. 


We settled down in some Japanese 'food court' and studied there. We ate first lah and the food was super nice. Next time i want to eat there again. xinxin, next time i want to eat the tart(: I couldn't really concentrate but well at least some information managed to seep into my brain. I bet if i stay at home sure nothing go inside de.


After seeing the doctor, i went to sweeyee house. My ipod finally got music haha. Now got 800+ songs. I took them from sweeyee's computer. Still got a lot of memory. Anyone want to let me rip songs from their itunes? hehe.


Woke up feeling super tired today but still forced myself to school cos got bio pop quiz then if miss then still have to retake then super sian. I was super tired and my head was kind of pain so i went home before chinese and visit a doctor. Took only 1 day MC so tomorrow still must go to school.


Yea okay i want to sleep now i also want to read the books i borrowed. i give up trying to jailbreak my itouch. Shall wait ask lester to help me tomorrow. Sigh why didn't i inherit my father's genes of being good at computer skills? 


★ EILEEN

The PLTC camp ended last night with lasted for 3 days and 2 night. I was super tired so i slept since last night until now. Still feeling tired. Being a duty guide in PLTC is super different from being a trainee. But still got a lot of stuff to do. I think this year welfare better. Anyway its quite cool seeing the trainees. I watched night evacuation. I finally know what happened last year. The beginning is cool. But the number of casualty was W-O-W. I finally agree that Night evacuation is the activity which shows people's true colour. There are people who pia-ed, people who faked their way through and so on and so forth. There were many disappointments and surprises. 


A song for the trainees to remember PLTC haha. Beng Geng was so happy about it haha.