I am tired of living the way others expect me to and feeling guilty when I accidentally fail to hide my true self. This was because I was afraid of others judging me. I am afraid of being all alone in this herding society. As the years past, I understand why older people can behave embarrassingly and not flinch. They have already found their families and friends who will always stand by their side no matter what they do. They will not be alone. Same goes for me, I have my friends and family so I will work hard to ignore all this, after all THIS IS MY LIFE I should make my own mistake and enjoy the unexpectedness and spontanity of where my decision leads me. 

12:08 PM
❤ the angel's devil