Got bad maths and the whole day at maths i was first happy, then sad-slash-pissed then happy again lol. Firstly i was happy cos i passed. Then i realised i missed A by one mark AGAIN beacuse that asshole teacher who caught me writing after he say stop writing. LOL i was complaining and complaining the Ms Low just say i am suay get caught by the teacher. BEST SIA. Then later thanks to a stupid question of mine to lingmin and then she help me check then i got 1 more mark YAY. haha i broke the curse. All my past test all like that de.

During recess i talked to ziyang. Okay this well sound weird anyway thank you for your concern i know you mean well. But i just cannot bring myself to tell you all of my feeling about that thing although i did tell you the basics. Actually it is not really my fault i know i didn't really tell you my side of the story so cannot really blame you but i hope you can see things in my perspective. i can tell you were trying but the way you put it it seems like it is my fault. Sometimes i am not as strong as i look, not as carefree as i look. Aiyah 终止 i don't think you know me well enough. I really hope you didn't do anything after that cos i afraid of the awkwardness between me and her.

I wrote 作文 today and i am so proud of myself. i reached 4 pages YAY. haha actually i thought i cannot finish but when 连老师 walked out of the classroom i super happy. Not because of anything it just means that i have more time to complete my 作文 :D i managed to wrote everything i want to say no need to cut short. I hope i will get above 40 this time. I am sick and tired of getting 35/70. *fingers-crossed*

I did history source-based today. I really hope i won't fail cos i just wrote what i thought then as i write i kind of regret what i wrote at the beginning but i didn't feel like wasting my correction tape and i know even if i erase it i will write the same thing. As i write i totally didn't understand what i am writing. LOL. I just hope it will be okay. Like yiren says, "Although you don't know what you are writing, mdm tan will always understand what you are trying to say." i hope this is true,

Physics test totally sucks. I believe i failed. I studied so hard then come out this type of results i am totally disappointed with myself. Yesterday i talked to shujun then she was telling me how easy was physics compared to the rest of the sciences in Senior high then i was kind of convinced to word hard for physics and maybe take physics and not bio since many people say it is boring. After this test, i am totally convinced that i am not cut for physics. Shujun also say economics it fun but i want to take history. Actually i think i am a humanities person but if i don't take 2 science i can totally forget about what i want to be though i thought of changing it now. Dunno lah.

Tomorrow is PLTC. i managed to pack my bag in less than 5 mins. I know i rawk. HAHA. Anway here wishing all year3 -if you guys will read my blog though i don't think so cos you guys are probably reading notes not- GOOD LUCK for pltc. You guys can do it. When you are tired, think of your patrol mates and don't give up. Push yourself to the limit but not over the limit. Take good care of yourselves do not get hurt or else you will miss a lot of things. Do your best so you will have no regrets. PLTC is a camp where you will have the most memories. (:

★ EILEEN

today's time table is changed to day 10 so i got PE. sian i am really pissed with myself. My NAPFA really drop like mad. But at least still got gold i think. i must start training le. Biology was very intresting. I watched a video on Plants reproduction. I think plant are smart. i love biology (: okay 8 already need to study le.

★ EILEEN

I had quite a slack day today. Mostly LA presentation. Oh for maths ms low say have to minus 1 mark from me. All thanks to tt idiotic male teacher who carried out the maths test. Whatever i can't do much about it so heck care. Anyway i left school early during assembly as  I went for physiotherapy for some back problems. Did some stretching and strengthen back exercises which i am supposed to do everyday. Yea so now i am back home. Okay i need to wake my mum and bro up already. Shall complete ACE ppt, study for Chinese 游戏 then maybe do Malay composition den mug for physics test before sleeping. Wish me luck :DD

★ EILEEN

I went mugging with my brother in pasir ris library from 11. Xinxin came to join me in the afternoon. Studied Physics hopeful the test will be okay. i think i study better with friends and not at home. We studied until 5plus then went shopping LOLS. xinxin next time we should go shop for your clothes when we remember to bring money haha. okay nothing much really happen yea.

★ EILEEN

Went for the cold war talk in the morning. I think it was quite interesting where countries in Europe use the 借刀杀人 method. Actually i think the cold was was already WW3 except the conflicts are a lot shorter than WW1 and 2. Anyway after the talk crystal, yichen and chik went to do project work in yichen house. Before that we had lunch in Tampines Mall food court with lester. I think we finished the project quite quickly cos yichen had to go for RI campfire. 


Oh today also Y3 PLTC pre-camp. I wonder what's all their reaction lol. I remember at the first part i was super happy cos all the guides were cool then when i heard a certain name i was totally blank i didn't even hear what's after that. oh what's over is over at least i had fun. Time flies.


i really hate it when my mood affects what i say. I think i keep offending people nowadays. I guess when my mood sucks i better just keep my mouth shut. SIGH 


i hope sleeping therapy helps, Tomorrow ui shall go mugging with my bro, xinxin and maybe celeste. I cannot mug at home i will be totally distracted. GRRR PHYSICS TEST!!! 


★ EILEEN

Ran 2.4 today. I was totally disappointed with my performance. I ran 15 mins ): Before my flu, i ran like a lot faster somemore i was super happy cos my stamina improved WTP. Sian i just recovered from flu then now my stamina sucks. I NEED PT!!! i hope my 5 items will be okay. NEXT TUESDAY!!!

i was supposed to bring coy tee then i thought i brought in the morning i still laugh at crystabelle for not bring or smt. LOL then in the end sigh... anyway guides today was... i am totally worried but whatever. I miss PLTC and miss the times when i am part of the activities doing it. Anyway I had PT today and almost died though i only ran a little. Stupid sia today's 2.4 really made me super tired.

After guides i went to KFC with weixin, tammy, xin tian, yiting, michelle and crystabelle. Talked and laughed a lot. i kind of miss them lol maybe is because very long didn't go eat with them after guides already. Anyway they made me miss the times i went back with yijia, madeline and shujun ): i miss the times when i went to eat dinner with peishan, kimberley and yizhen. Sigh time flies and it is going to be passing down soon. I think i didn't really do a very good job in guides but... talking about that, 团部 very messy now must pack soon. HAHAHAHA i love being random.

okay i need to go to school tomorrow for the cold war talk then got ACE project to do. i realise nowadays weekends are very filled with projects last week LA, last last week physics, this week ACE what's next.? i don't really like year 4 life though i think i look forward for year 5 life haha.

★ EILEEN

Financial Lit test today. TOTALLY flunk it cos i didn't understand the lesson at all. Well at least it is not graded so HECK. i am sorry if my attitude sucks but well... No one really cares,

Then i had maths test. It was okay lah since i don;t think i will fail. But int he end when teacher say stop writing, i abit still writing then he took my paper away=.= Aiyah actually i am not really scared cos i don't think Ms Low really care cos i told her then she also didn't scold me so who cares man.

Had a problem today but i didn't know how to solve it so i kind of escape from in. Sorry En for using the wrong method i hope it didn't hurt you very badly. You know i love you. xoxoxox

Went home with celeste, marcus, chikhim, ziyang, chengkai, lester and yongsheng. Talk quite a lot about some idiot some fake ass. Vented it all out i guess. LOL we were talk about YSL then we thought we saw her on the bus. LOL false alarm damn heng orelse GG.

Okay i shall go do 弟子规读后感 now. Wish me luck. Well at least my dad is at home so i can ask him.

★ EILEEN

PW presentation today. I think i screw it. I was the first presenter then supposed to be the second group but suddenly become first. 我没有心理准备 then went up there super nervous keep stumbling and moving. luckily i got second part which is after Hoe Shuen. i forced myself to calm down then fortunately this time a lot more fluent and didn't fidget so much or else GG. The question and answer i totally regretted answering so short, but what's over is over i can;t change anything about it so i shall not dwell on it so much.

I also got back Chinese test i am very happy with it. I improved a lot haha 1 more mark then A* hehe i improved from C to now(: When i got back the paper, 连老师 was looking at me with a funny look then i thought i score very badly but heng arh. Now i wonder when can i 毕业 from Chinese remedial hmm. i shall continue to work hard for Chinese.


I went for speech day rehearsal it is super lame lah, quite boring cos after my turn then i just sit on my sit and wait and wait. But talking to people around me was funny. Natasha, Xin Tian, Swee Yee, Cheng Kai, Yi Chen, Qin Gang. LOL the topic we talk about is epic though quite bad toward some people haha. First in NAPFA:DD


Then after that mugged in the canteen with sweeyee until like 8. i forced myself to do maths and i did a bit 报章读后感 Tomorrow is Maths test. Actually this is the first time i don't feel like studying for the test and feel very prepared. Hopefully i am really prepared. Sets and probability. I hope it is really as easy as i think. 


Oh i told my mum about the night hike. She is not very supportive. Actually i also don't know if i really want to go although is will be a very nice experience. Like Xin Tian's mother, my mum say it is very dangerous cos i seldom cycle and it is like one the road. She want to see the route then discuss further. 9 to 10 June still quite long later lah so i shall not think so much. 


okay i shall go mug now. 


★ EILEEN

I learnt to block out what i didn't like so its a good thing. At least i am not so easily affected by external factors(: Well perhaps its just my mood. I am in a heck care mood today. Yiren thought i was emoing but nah i was just being quiet and didn't feel like talking much. Today i am supposed to have malay but apparently the teacher is busy so lala i shall do my homework. I hope LA PW will be okay tomorrow. Why am i the second group? GRRR but well on the brighter side, i wil soon be done and the whole PW is over, left the creative product.


★ EILEEN

Got back bio and chemistry test today. I really hate the teacher who marked my chemistry test paper. WL marked and scribble drawn so amny lines see already also irritated. At least teh scores not that bad lah. I mugged physics after school pasir ris Macs with xinxin and celeste today. I think i am getting hang onto electricity. i have decided to study hard for physics this year since this is the last year i am taking physics. i don't think i will be taking physics next year so well. Okay time to sleep.

★ EILEEN

Celeste, Xin Xin and i went hoe shuen house to do LA project in the morning. After seeing how dawn wear so many bracelets out i tried out in the morning but i felt stupid so i removed few lols. Anyway i reached tanah merah mrt station a little late but earlier than celeste and xinxin who went there together. Anyway hoeshuen was already there. Well i tried to tell him some serious stuff but we ended up laughing LOL anyway he kind of said girls stuff are lame so well whatever. Never ask guys for advice on friendship. Anyway i am glad after today my friendship went back onto track. Sometimes talking works. I really miss the feeling having a someone to joke with, dissturb, talk about senseless stuff, able to stand my rubish and all (: Well thanks you for those who stand by me. Thank you really much. I hope it is the closure for my nightmare. I hope nothing like this happen again through i did gain something and learn something(:

OH BTW did i say my dad help me to send my itouch for repair? Well i just did. HAHA i hope i can get it back soon. i miss it and feel real uncomfortable withour it. OKAY i shall sleep now. Bye world.

★ EILEEN

today i went out with dawn and I REACH THERE EARLIER THAN HER hehs i know i am being childish but still YEAH. lol anyway we went to Starbucks and sit there to talk. thanks for the notes. lols very long didn't have a good long talk with dawn le it was nice it makes me remember the time we went recess together going home together anyway just doing stuff together. FUN then we took a super long bus ride to bugis to take neoprints. i think my eyes look really weird in neoprints or maybe its just my contacts. My eyes is like very big and black quite creepy still haven't got used to it. lol dunno how long very take neoprints already. Well anyway my art sense to decorate neoprints never improved i just pretended to add stuff then erase haha dawn did all the designing i just helped to remind her the time involved haha see i am so helpful. OH then dawn drop her ice cream like with the minute she bought it. IT WAS HILARIOUS!!! i know i am sadistic but it was really funny. well we spend most of the time just talking we should have it more often i really love talking and taking neoprints.


★ EILEEN

Today is UG day. STUPID RAIN!!! I thought since it rained in the morning, it should not rain in the afternoon somemore the sun was like shining so brightly up in the sky smiling happily. Why must it run away? Well this caused the activity to be changed to wet weather plan ): The rain kind of dampen people's mood. Then because everyone is like in different classrooms, we had to go classroom by classroom to pass messages. It was tiring and i lost my voice ): The patrolling part some part was fun some part makes me angry some part made me sad. But it was worth the experience.
 
★ EILEEN

塞翁失马，焉知祸福。

雨你就尽情的下吧，把我不好的心情都冲掉吧！

★ EILEEN

A lot of stuff happened in my lives this weekend, i have learned a lot. I also found that i have a lot of good friend who will back me up, comfort me and keep my company when i cry. THANK YOU DAWN, SWEEYEE and of course XINXIN. Really i am very glad that you guys are my good friends who stayed with me and pushed me on when i am really say. Just a sms is really all i need. i love you guys. though this incident, i also learn that xinxin and i are super similar like how we 解决 stuff. We really need a friend to vent our emotions and a lace to write our feelings and what happen. CHEERS XINXIN. 


 就让时间冲淡一切吧！

★ EILEEN

okay i have lot's of homework this weekend so i shall start doing. This will be the first time i did work after guides
I WILL NOT PROCRASTINATE

Yesterday i went to Samantha's birthday party. It was at Changi Airport Terminal 2 recreational centre. As the room was not ready at first we stared cam whoring some pics are very dumb. Well my mum looked at the pictures and said Claire is very pretty. She say Claire's smile is very nice. The best part is she ask me to go look at the mirror learn how to smile. LOLS. Anyway we watched K-pop MVs, eat and play games. Then after that sweeyee's parents send me home. Apparently i didn't want to disturb my parents so i didn't call. Then when i arrived home, i realised that the door is locked. No one is at home as they are all at my grandmother's home. LOL luckily its not very far so my mum came home to open the door.


So sad my long weekend will end tomorrow. Tomorrow must wake up early so must sleep early. I have been waking up at 10 plus these few days. I really love my bed. But i abit regret not making use of my holidays well cos i have been slacking. GAH oh whatever. 


★ EILEEN

Last night I learned how important computer skill are and how using the normal but slow method works all the time. I tried to send the mass dance video but it was too big. Then with some help, i tried to convert the video but i was super long then i sudden just decide to send through MSN and it worked haha next time i wont waste so much time using other methods, i shall just use MSN file transfer. Well at least i learned some stuff lah.


I woke up at 10 today then i slack and slack. Well at least i completed my Maths Assignment. I left my house at 2 then i went to visit my granddad. Well i practically spend the whole afternoon in EXPO SHOPPING. haha i bough 3 shoes and 5 books. TWENTIES GIRL RAWKS!!! i know EN is jealous but i am nice so i will lend you. Fret not En :DD


I shall go read my books(: I LOVE SHOPPING!!! I LOVE HOLIDAYS!!!


★ EILEEN

HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY


Yesterday we played April fool joke on teacher as today is kaleidoscope so no lesson. Anyway, we didn't really have the chance to play pranks on teacher b'cos the first hour is ACE in the audi then Maths which we go different classes then PC in the hall. During physics we tried to trick Mr Lim as out clock is 15 mins faster but he didn't believe he only believe his own watch . Our first prank which worked was to Mrs Tan in the humanities room which we keep walking in and out of the humanities room and Mrs Tan was amused. The during the lesson we played the cat meowing sound and we one by went hid under the table. The Mrs tan was like why are your squatting under the table got bomb arh LOLS. Then Chinese, we turned our tables to face the notice board at the back. 连老师 didnt have much reaction and just teach at the back of the class. Anyway we play 游戏 during Chinese and i failed again. HECK already 习惯 le. Anyway Madeline the chinese pro oso keep failing 游戏 last year then she say 连老师 wont grade it. During Chemistry, Mrs Teng called us to turn back the tables. then when we did the knocking sound she wasnt trick sad. 4L pretended to sleep before ms Low lesson den Ms Low went to tickle some of them until the wake up lols.


Today i went to school at 7 to prepare the Sierra Leone Booth,  The food is nice(: It was quite boring at first so i did my homework and completed 报章读后感 and the bio worksheet. Then in the afternoon we started to blast music and started dancing. Samantha dancing rawks man. Then we played an April fool joke on the yr 3 haha. Zizhan very cute haha. After that sweeyee and i went to Parkway parade to get Samantha's present. Then i went home. LOL i tot i am going to get scolded cos my mum sms me and called me 5 time then i didn't reply. She went to school to fetch me but i reach home already. HENG she didnt scold me. 


Okay i shall try to blog soon again. Now i cannot blog to often cos my mum don't allow me to use the computer. Cos my mother went to see my brother teacher who say he cannot concentrate. Then ask my mum don't let him play computer so not i also cannot use computer unless for school. sigh is this called 城门失火，殃及池鱼？LOL i must improve my Chinese. 我爱华文！我可以做到！


★ EILEEN