Got bad maths and the whole day at maths i was first happy, then sad-slash-pissed then happy again lol. Firstly i was happy cos i passed. Then i realised i missed A by one mark AGAIN beacuse that asshole teacher who caught me writing after he say stop writing. LOL i was complaining and complaining the Ms Low just say i am suay get caught by the teacher. BEST SIA. Then later thanks to a stupid question of mine to lingmin and then she help me check then i got 1 more mark YAY. haha i broke the curse. All my past test all like that de.

During recess i talked to ziyang. Okay this well sound weird anyway thank you for your concern i know you mean well. But i just cannot bring myself to tell you all of my feeling about that thing although i did tell you the basics. Actually it is not really my fault i know i didn't really tell you my side of the story so cannot really blame you but i hope you can see things in my perspective. i can tell you were trying but the way you put it it seems like it is my fault. Sometimes i am not as strong as i look, not as carefree as i look. Aiyah 终止 i don't think you know me well enough. I really hope you didn't do anything after that cos i afraid of the awkwardness between me and her.

I wrote 作文 today and i am so proud of myself. i reached 4 pages YAY. haha actually i thought i cannot finish but when 连老师 walked out of the classroom i super happy. Not because of anything it just means that i have more time to complete my 作文 :D i managed to wrote everything i want to say no need to cut short. I hope i will get above 40 this time. I am sick and tired of getting 35/70. *fingers-crossed*

I did history source-based today. I really hope i won't fail cos i just wrote what i thought then as i write i kind of regret what i wrote at the beginning but i didn't feel like wasting my correction tape and i know even if i erase it i will write the same thing. As i write i totally didn't understand what i am writing. LOL. I just hope it will be okay. Like yiren says, "Although you don't know what you are writing, mdm tan will always understand what you are trying to say." i hope this is true,

Physics test totally sucks. I believe i failed. I studied so hard then come out this type of results i am totally disappointed with myself. Yesterday i talked to shujun then she was telling me how easy was physics compared to the rest of the sciences in Senior high then i was kind of convinced to word hard for physics and maybe take physics and not bio since many people say it is boring. After this test, i am totally convinced that i am not cut for physics. Shujun also say economics it fun but i want to take history. Actually i think i am a humanities person but if i don't take 2 science i can totally forget about what i want to be though i thought of changing it now. Dunno lah.

Tomorrow is PLTC. i managed to pack my bag in less than 5 mins. I know i rawk. HAHA. Anway here wishing all year3 -if you guys will read my blog though i don't think so cos you guys are probably reading notes not- GOOD LUCK for pltc. You guys can do it. When you are tired, think of your patrol mates and don't give up. Push yourself to the limit but not over the limit. Take good care of yourselves do not get hurt or else you will miss a lot of things. Do your best so you will have no regrets. PLTC is a camp where you will have the most memories. (:

★ EILEEN