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Saturday, July 24, 2010
FISHING TRIP AND PHYSICS LESSON
Guess what! i helped my brother put contacts lense today(: hehe.Not a bad experience(: Well then i went to NTU for the fishing lesson. Well i just realised today that NTU was super huge cos i got lost there=.=. Swee Yee's dad went round and round until finally we reached the location.
Guess what i did while waiting?
Hint 1: Wang and jiamin is there.
Hint 2: There is a camera.
CAM WHORE
HAHA am sure you guys know the answer before that. Then after throwing my face many times over by wearing the same shirt and also being with mich, yiting, wang, yiting and sweeyee, okay i admit contributing sometimes, we went to some weird smelling meeting room. We learnt about fishing and it is boring. It was only until when we were giving fishing line and hooks to try to tie then it became more interesting. Well we had to tie the hook to the line but most of use don't have nibble fingers so it took some time. Wang was epic. haha she cannot tie den go tell the trainer she only year 1. Then after the trainer teach her many time, which she still don't get it, the trainer had to resort to like speaking to a 3 year old child. It was super funny. But luckily she got it in the end. CONGRATS! haha.Then soon we went to some quite huge lake in NTU to fish. The rods were all ready all we need to do was put the bait and then cast it. HAHA the casting was fun but the waiting for the fish part was killing me. Fishing requires patience and patience is one thing i don't have. And luck or can be called “鱼缘”is also needed. Well after spending alot of time by the lake, I CAUGHT NOTHING!!! LOL.sweeyee caught a turtle and almost caught a small fish. wang almost caught a fish. Jiamin caught a leave. yichen caught 2 twigs and a fish. Shulin caught a twig. and Bryan caught 2 fish. Oh he was the first person to catch the fish. Well, i guess he got a lot of 鱼缘 but a bit lack of 人缘. haha fishes love him... LOL. anyway then we left early and the rest of the guides went Bugis.
I went to Kallang Macs to meet xinxin but in the end she left early and ps me. Qiu Rui, En, Sim and lester was oso there. When i was there, lester was teaching physics and xinxin and sim were like asking some dumb, complicated physics question which i don't think the test will come out. Right? *gasps hopefully* The scene then was quite cute and funny. It was after Celeste and qiu rui left then many funny things happen.
The Best Joke
Me: Eh is your brother eyes small?
Lester: No lah i see his brother photo on Facebook before.
*long pause and after changing topic*
Sim: Actually my eyes is big. *very serious*
*long pause then everyone burst out laughing*
Sim: Laugh lorh, its the fact. last time my eyes very big de then i keep crying then my eyes become smaller.
Haha damn joke cos when i was young, i also kept crying then in the end my eyes like become bigger. LOLS. Anyway i asked my mum then she say crying won't make your eyes smaller. Well i was curious so i did some research haha.
christnp: It can make your eyes looks smaller due to temporary swelling of the tissues around the eye, but it does not permanently change the size of your eyes.Megan W: Nope. Eyes actually never grow or shrink. The size of eyes you are born with will be the size of eyes you will die with. (This is why babies eyes seem so big!)
Jxdy11: It doesn't really make your eyes smaller. What it does is make your eyelids swell, which makes it seem like your eyes are smaller. After a few hours tops, it should return to normal. To be technical, the reason why it swells is partly from us rubbing our eyes/wiping away tears. The other reason is that our nervous system is reacting to our strong emotions and seeing it as a sign of stress. During stress, the sympathetic part of the autonomic nervous system mounts a "fight or flight" response, which is supposed to protect us from danger. This causes flushing in our face, more tear secretion, dilated pupils, and more blood flow to the periphery of our body, contributing to the swollen eyelids.
The net
Teehee i was curious. and bored yea. Anyway i had a long stupid and senseless msn convo with Sim in the evening which i won (:. Then it later evolved to a facebook mass attack with more people evolved which i got quite lost. HAHA i was super high this evening. I kept laughing. Oh then i heard some weird man singing loudly near my house. Super disgusting it sounded super horrible. GOSH. Oh BTW i am loving GLEE. I finished 2 episodes(: haha. The songs are great. Okay i shall continue watching Glee now.
itsmeEILEEN
yes, i am still me
yes, i am still me
11:06 PM
❤ the angel's devil
❤ the angel's devil
Monday, July 19, 2010
第四十一届德明女童军团正式解散
第四十一届德明女童军团正式解散
Last friday was my last jihe. Time flies. It seem yesterday that i was attending the Girl Guides orientation and Camelia was showing me around the campsite. It was so cool. When i was put in her patrol, SHE REMEMBERED MY NAME :DD Now writing about guides, many memories came flooding my mind and i dunno where to start. Never mind i shall try to arrange my thoughts and put the in order. Before the first jihe, we were gathered in a lecture theather and they talked about guides. Then we were put into patrols and i thought that i was in P7 OREO. LOL. i found it very wierd. Very soon was the first jihe which was a fun OJ. From that OJ, i really bonded with P7 oriole. I still remember iimelda introducing herself as the seh iimelda. HEHE. It was really a fun jihe and i made many friends. Very soon, i grew out of my comfort zone as the juniors come in. I remembered being very amazed by joylynn's knots and so is iimelda. But joylynn was super quite den iimelda made me talk to her. LOL i remember talking crap to her as i really didn't know what to say. i think i just kept repeating, you must talk more. LOL it was a super lame talk. Then soon, after iimelda's batch left, the leadership roles came in. During patrol passing down, sweeyee and i were like praying not to get the messager role. LOL then when she was the messager, we kept nudging each other and almost burst our laughing. Then during ATC, i got to know more about wenxin. I remembered being quite disappointed with my patrol mates as i didn't really know them. But it all turned out fine. i had alot of fun with wenxin, making the banner and flag. OMG i am so proud of our art piece. P5 phantom(: LOL then there is song leader which i made even more closer friends. We crap together, did stupid actions together. kookaburra is the best hehs. Then very soon it was COJ. I remembered having long telephones calls with qingang, then asking my mum to ignore calls from bryan. LOL 奶妈 FTW. Very soon was the long dreaded PLTC. Long prep hours but it was fun bonding with the patrol. PLTC was tough but with friends, it was bearable. P2 Ninja. Then i became part of the leadership batch. Planning the ATC, looking after the logistics. I wasn't as fun as being in the camp but it was a good experience. i also participated in the Camp Challenge, YOG and many other activities. Being in guides really exposed me to many thing and they are all precious memories, But the greatest take away is the friends i make. I love you guys. I will really miss crapping with you guys, cheering, pia-ing, there is just too many stuff we do together. Although there are tough times in guides, but i will never reget regret joining guides. I love guides.
一日童军，一世童军！！！
itsmeEILEEN
yes, i am still me
So passing down was yesterday. Im officially out of guides now. Yesterday was the full stop for 4 years worth of guiding memories for this year. No more guides, no more skipping lunch on fridays, no more crazy chionging on fridays before jihe, no more staying back after jihe to clear up, no more PTs, no more jihes, no more guides.
You miss being alerted during jihes by your seniors, you miss pumping together, cheering together during PTs, sweating like mad when running, you miss changing together in the toilet during mass change, you miss cursing and swearing together, you miss hanging around after jihes, you miss tying gadgets, you miss the sense of accomplishment you actually get when you finish tying a gadget/structure, you miss pia-ing with your patrol, you miss your seniors being there leading you. You miss everything. I admit, the trainee times were the best times i ever had in guides.
In guides (UG), we have a common language that other people dont understand. Baoshu, baoshi, knock it down, alert, jiazhua, duishou and everything. People find us weird and crazy like why we love our cca so much. People normally don't understand what we do during guides. They don't know how much we went through, what we do during activities, the bond with have, the terms we use (HAHAHA) :)
Xin Tian's blog
After 4 years in guides, and suddenly it just had to come to an end, obviously we'd feel something right. all the pain, blood, saliva, sweat, tears, staying up late, fabric paint stains, smses, mass msn convos that we shared. for some of us, we our shared secrets and problems to one another. for some of us, we shared the same tent. for some of us, we shared the same patrol flag.
Cherisse's blog
6:50 PM
❤ the angel's devil
❤ the angel's devil
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
shuhui's father's death
Treasure you love ones...
Yesterday i learned that my junior's father has passed away. Its very sad and it made me think a lot.
To her:
Stay strong. Keep smiling. Everything may not be the same to you anymore but P7 Oriole will still be behind you always. Keep smiling and we will get through this together. I know this will be a difficult time for you but keep this in your heart. We will always be there for you. Any of us. ALL OF US. You can do it. We love you.我相信事情的转变是上天故意安排的。可能上天要教她怎么坚强一点，珍惜每一天。但我还不能接受上天这样的安排，这太残忍了！我知道我说起来好像是事情发生在我的身上，但其实我无法想象如果事情真的发生在我的身上我会怎么度过。我会不会怨天尤人，还是我辉映着投票过去。不管怎么样，从现在开始，我一定要珍惜我身边的每一个人，我不可以等到他们离开了我，我才来后悔。
Today sweeyee asked me to go to my junior's father wake tomorrow but i just can't bring myself to agree. So far i only been to 2 wakes. The first one is my God grandfather. I was very afraid to look into the coffin. But as i have to keep walking around the coffin, praying, i forced myself to look inside. Perhaps its my curiosity in any case, i look inside. He looked like he is just sleeping. I almost teared even through i wasn't close to him in fact, i only met in less than 5 times. I realised how fragile life is. The second time happen to a close friend of mine. Her dad passed away. My mum brought me there and i chatted with my friend. She didn't talk about her dad so neither did i. We just had normal conversation. There wasn't many people around, it was quiet. When my classmates arrived, it became livelier but i still can feel the solemness. The grief can be felt. I payed my respects but i didn't look into the coffin. Those happened when i was in primary school. I didn't think much about it. But now, hearing about death make me think a lot. I was really afraid going to funerals. Perhaps i didn't like the grief there or perhaps i was afraid that one day, the person lying in the coffin will be one i am very closed with. I know this will happen but i just didn't want to face it. The closest time when i was forced to think about it was the time when my grandfather had a major stroke. Looking at him lying on the bed in the hospital, looking weak, i was very shocked. He once strong man who fetched me from kindergarten everyday, send me for my enrichment classes every week, look after me when my parents are busy. Fortunately, he is now in Old folks home recovering well. I hope he will continue to live a long life. I hope people i know will live a long and happy life. And forgive me for not going to the wake. I am sorry...
Keep smiling.
Keep living.
i didn't realised i will write so long but death is a sensitive topic to talk about but after writing all of these, my heart felt unnaturally peaceful.
itsmeEILEEN
yes, i am still me
yes, i am still me
7:51 PM
❤ the angel's devil
❤ the angel's devil
Monday, July 12, 2010
World Cup 2010
World Cup 2010
Holland VS Spain
Octopus VS Parrot
Paul VS Mani
And the winner?
SPAIN!!!
Yay!!! Haha cos i support Spain (: So the world cup 2010, the once in 4 years event has ended this morning which Singapore isn't inside, so much for the GOAL 2010. I didn't watch it but my mum did. LOL she say she can't sleep so she decided to watch world cup while the rest of my family sleeps. So the score 1:0 after extra time. Well before that my uncle was like saying this final will go into extra time cos apparently it took Paul a little while to think before settling on Spain. So when my mum told me the results i was like COOL! Paul was right and my uncle was right about the extra time part (: This year's world cup is great through i didn't watch it and i don't regret but it don't seem to have many goals but everyone still seem to enjoy it so i guess goals doesn't matter, skills are more important. Teehee.
Okay i got distracted for quite long le so i shall continue with my homework. bye.(:
itsmeEILEEN
yes, i am still me
yes, i am still me
6:41 PM
❤ the angel's devil
❤ the angel's devil
Saturday, July 10, 2010
lost wallet and RI Inter-school Philosophy Dialogue session
I am officially broke thanks to the person who took my wallet ): I left my wallet in the toilet during recess yesterday when i was changing. When i returned like 15 to 20 minutes time it was gone ): i dislike the canteen toilet ttm. But actually the part of me and xinxin went around finding the wallet was quite fun. HAHAHA. We went told this school uncle about me losing the wallet in the toilet then he brought us around the school looking for the wallet, asking the cleaners. But i still didn't manage to find the wallet. Fortunately after school my wallet was found but the money is gone ): 30 plus bucks even my 1 dollar coin was taken away. But at least my Ez-link card still intact. 可以说是不幸中的大幸吧! I told my mum about my lost wallet then she BEST she say the person 没有眼光, my wallet quite expensive also dunno how to take. LOLS...
I went for the RI Inter-school Philosophy Dialogue session today. RI was super big then i kind of lost my way there... The field was huge(:
Our question was vaguely like this:
Maria and Johnny wanted a baby, but Maria's womb is too small so she can't be pregnant. Therefore, she asked Julie to "lend" her womb, which basically means to be a surrogate "mother". Then, Julie agreed because Maria saved her daughter's life before. After that, Maria found out from some Korean research that the fetus will bond with the surrogate mother while in her womb, and Maria didn't want that. So, she asked Julie to remove the fetus, as in she doesn't want it anymore, but Julie refused and showed a very strong emotional displeasure.
So our question was, who had the right to make the choice of whether aborting the baby or not?
Well, our conclusion was Maria had more rights than Julie in this case, talking about all the bonding and stuff but those were not Julie's to begin with anyway. And since it was just a contract and stuff. But now we realise that what we should do will not make everybody happy, but it is the best that we can do.
from xinxin's blog
Hehe i was lazy to type about all these. Anyway it was an eye-opener for me. it wasn't really what i had in mind. Well, the dialogue was basically pawned by the R family. I didn't really say any useful stuff but at least i manage to speak lah. Nevertheless, i kind of had fun.
After that, i went to Bishan library with xinxin, en and hoeshuen to do the LA creative product. We wasted quite alot of time at the super market wondering around, taking stuff, thinking what to buy but i shall treat it as part of discussion (:
We were walking down somewhere narrow then xinxin crashed into an auntie but she continued talking to me
XX: i suggest we ...
Auntie: I suggest you say excuse me next time instead of pushing your way through.
LOL epic. The auntie so smart.
Then after the project i stayed in the libray and mugged biology alone. i am proud to announce that i completed studying cell division and plants reproduction :D The next step is to do the questions which i shall do tomorrow.i love studying in the library alone. Its cooling and peaceful. I concentrate very well there. Maybe i should do that more often. hmm...
okay i guess that's all for today. I shall only update my blog if i feel like it. LOL no lah more of if there is something that happen in my life. But my life quite boring lah so don't expect much updates hehs.
itsmeEILEEN
yes, i am still me
11:14 PM
❤ the angel's devil
❤ the angel's devil
Monday, July 5, 2010
Updates
Okay so school reopened and 1 week has passed. And i have a long weekend break thanks to Youth Day. Sigh i already miss school holiday especially after i had so much fun at the last week.
Things i did at the last week of holiday
- movie trip with my mum and bro
- outing with dawn
- movie trip with celeste
- class outing
- patrol chalet with P7
- eat sushi buffet with the jie
itsmeEILEEN
yes, i am still me
12:56 PM
❤ the angel's devil
❤ the angel's devil