I'm learning to be thankful, and I'm learning to take one step at a time.

I'm trying to convince myself that things are not so bad, and I can get through all these and emerge as a stronger person.

It isn't easy to be strong.

Isn't easy to pretend it doesn't matter, when it really does.

Isn't easy to hold back tears when you know they're coming.

Isn't easy, but we just gotta learn.

I've got to learn to be strong.

I've got to learn to depend on myself, because when the world collapses there's only me and myself to rely on.

I've got to learn to face trouble thrown at me at the speed of light, because if not, I won't survive.

I've got to laugh and shrug it off, because laughing is better than crying, right?

Right.

There's so much more to learn, so long a road ahead.

Can't afford a break, because then the world's gonna pass you by.

That's how this world functions.

The world is cruel it never give us a chance to rest. And never can we afford to fall as we will be crushed by others who are moving up. Why? I always thought that I would be able to handle it. I am afraid to admit this but the truth is I just can't.

I long to be free one day. Where the air will be fresher. The skies are bluer. The grass are greener. All i do now is mug mug mug. Totally no life. I really want to faster get it over and done with.